[02:18] *** “hajime” signed on at Sun Feb 13 02:18:49 2005.
[02:30] hajime: he says the title are the same… and that he’ll think. lol
[02:30] hide: oh…
[02:30] hajime: oh?
[02:30] hajime: about?
[02:30] hide: thinking
[02:30] hajime: ah. heh. lol.
[02:39] hajime: hide you awake?
[02:39] hide: Yes.
[02:39] hajime: *smiles* you are feeling well?
[02:39] hide: Yes… quite well. *smiles*
[02:40] hajime: Good… I just wanted to greet you good night… or is it morning? *chuckles*
[02:41] hide: Mmm…. that’s not what’s important.
[02:41] hajime: what is?
[02:41] hide: Many things… but not the time of day…. *quietly* Ah, you read what I wrote?
[02:42] hajime: Yes…
[02:43] hide: Ah… anything… comments? Questions? *looks nervous*
[02:45] hajime: No questions… Comments… *thinks for a long moment* It was nicely done and yes there are no regrets either on this end… *smiles*
[02:46] hide: Oh? I… wanted to explain… the beginning… I wanted you to understand.
[02:48] hajime: it is clear… *chuckles* but… *pauses* once in a while, i’ll still think about him and her… perhaps i am envious… just a little.
[02:49] hide: Envious?
[02:49] hajime: yes… but it is clearer now at least.
[02:50] hide: Good… I’m glad I could give you something. *smiles*
[02:51] hajime: no.. you’ve given quite a lot… *smiles* but it is late for you… it is not good for our little one… go to sleep and rest easy.
[02:52] hide: I am glad you came to see me… I would not have rested easy otherwise… next time I pour out my heart to you…. ah, I just need you there when I do.
[02:53] hajime: maybe next time you’ll tell me directly ne? instead of using… your writer…
[02:54] hide: I will… I promise… *smiles* It is easier when I can hold onto you. To tell you these things.
[02:54] hajime: *laughs* Did you listen to the umm.. song kizu made me post?
[02:55] hide: Yes I did.
[02:56] hajime: good. i’ll see you tomorrow or the day after. let your writer decide.
[02:56] hide: Tomorrow… she tells me that will be fine. I think Monday the writers are going to be reading cards or something like that. *shakes head*
[02:57] hajime: Ah… good. I would like to see you also.
[02:58] hide: Well, I shall go sleep as you request… I will see you tomorrow… and Hajime… I love you. *quickly kisses him*
[02:58] hajime: Same here… *watches her as she goes* (end)
[02:58] hide: (end)
[15:20] *** “hajime” signed on at Sun Feb 13 15:20:01 2005.
[21:09] hajime: (OOC: wolf stops by a store for a moment before starting back to walk towards Hide’s house. He lets himself in with his keys) “Tadaima…”
[21:11] hide: I put down what I was working on and come to greet Hajime, who lets himself in. I’m glad I finally gave him the keys… it feels more -normal-. “Good afternoon.” I smile. I’ve missed him…
[21:11] hajime: *kisses her cheek* How are you? *smiles*
[21:12] hide: I put my arms around his waist and hold him close for a minute. “I’m doing well…. and you? How is your shoulder?”
[21:14] hajime: embraces her waist also. “Much better, it does not hurt as much anymore.” releases her and takes them both to the kitchen. takes a glass of water. “Did you find help yet?”
[21:16] hide: “I won’t need help for a while… I don’t know what I’d do with myself all day…” I laugh a little. “Soon, I’ll at least get someone to help with the heavy things… laundry, I suppose. Oh, and the doctor sent a note saying he would bring by a midwife in the next day or so to see if I find her agreeable.”
[21:16] hajime: “I should be present and see this midwife. When will she come?” *sits by the window
[21:18] hide: “Ah, then I will make the doctor be more -specific- and let you know.” I smile, sitting next to him. “What would you like for dinner? I hadn’t started anything yet…”
[21:19] hajime: I look back at her. “You’ve taken lunch already correct? And no.. don’t cook dinner unless you are cooking for yourself.”
[21:20] hide: “Yes, yes, I had lunch already…” I guess he won’t be staying long.
[21:21] hajime: She looks… “Do you want me to go out and get dinner? I just don’t want you cooking for me.”
[21:23] hide: “Hajime, I can still cook. I can still do -everything- as I have been… and I will. I can’t imagine sitting around doing nothing… ” I shake my head. “The doctor said it would be best if I was active.”
[21:25] hajime: I look back at her… I suppose… Comes closer embraces her from the back. “Sumanai. I forget sometimes that you are still months away…” Chuckles… “and it’s only been 2 or 3 days?”
[21:27] hide: I lean back against him, and tilt my head up to look back at him. “Yes… -months- away… and only a few days since I told you.” I laugh softly. “It’s still -something-, isn’t it?”
[21:28] hajime: “Yes… quite.” I smell her hair, very fragrant I think. then hold her hand quite tightly.
[21:31] hide: His hand finds mine and holds on tight. I squeeze it a little… not sure what to say, just happy in his arms. I turn to face him, and bring my lips to his for a moment.
[21:33] hajime: She brushes my lips with hers… Ah… This woman… I let her go before I can do anything else. I lean at the counter just a few feet away watching her. If I could touch her right now. I sigh and look towards the small table where I placed my things.
[21:35] hide: He breaks away and I smile… sometimes I must want him -too- much and he has had a day at work… “So, back the the question… what may I make you for dinner? Any requests?”
[21:36] hajime: “You…” I mutter under my breath… Argh… What is wrong with me. I clear my throat for a moment. “Some yakisoba would work.” Ah yes let’s try to focus on food instead of -that- right now.
[21:39] hide: Did he say… I glance over at him. And think back to what he said with the doctor, that I didn’t register his comment on holding off on -that-… because I was rather embarrassed that the doctor spoke of it so freely. “Ah, yakisoba doesn’t take long at all. Come, come, sit with me for a few minutes in the living room…” I take his hand to lead him there.
[21:42] hajime: “A moment…” I take the small box I had bought earlier and follow her to the living room. I put it on the coffee table and sit back in the sofa just looking at her… Damn it… don’t look like that at her. Perhaps I am rather quite lustful today. *sighs*
[21:44] hide: I notice he has a small box… I sit next to him… catching that look… I move closer to lean against him and take his hand. “Yes, just a few moments. I am such an excellent cook that I can get dinner together rather quickly… and I would rather spend some time with you first. Don’t wory I shall -feed- you….” I smile at him.
[21:47] hajime: “Feed me…” Ah the words… What am I thinking?!! I am such a piece of work at a time like this. Well maybe if I just put my arm around her… That will be enough, so I do so. “Yamazaki-san reminded me of this western custom.. called… valentines day.” Slightly smiles. “Since I’m not really too creative, I got you these.” Reaches out for the plain looking box. “It’s a variety I’m told, marzapan, dark chocolate, white and milk” Hands it to hide.
[21:52] hide: He puts his arm around me and I snuggle closer. “Oh yes, my writer has told me of the custom. She uses it as an excuse to hand out little kitty-cards.” I shake my head an laugh, taking the box and opening the lid. “Oh, thank you Hajime… such exotic sweets!” I take a piece, closing my eyes as I savor the delightful taste. Oh, chocolates! “They are quite good… would you like to taste…?” I move one arm around the back of his neck to bring him closer and his lips to mine.
[21:54] hajime: What is she doing? She’s still has the candy in her mouth… And Kami… those lips… just a kiss won’t hurt of course. I bend slightly and run my tongue over her lower lip just to taste.
[21:55] hide: My lips open under his and I pull him closer to deepen the kiss, my tongue finding his for just a moment before breaking away. “Ah, that was the milk chocolate…” I glance back at him from the side of my eyes. “Did you like?”
[21:57] hajime: Ah hell yes I did! Kami… She’s making this very hard I think. “No… I don’t think it’s my taste.” I tell her… kami.. but that kiss sure was. I hide my free hand. Can’t have that roaming…
[22:00] hide: “Ah not chocolate then?” I look over the box and take a piece of marzipan, cleverly shaped like a pear. Not as rich as the chocolate… “Maybe you will prefer this… This is just sweet…” I say, before bringing my lips to his again, holding on tighter to the back of his neck.
[22:03] hajimenokizu: Ah… This woman is going to drive me insane!!! My tongue finds the roof of her mouth.. Marzipan huh… Quite… But not quite and I let it go but not before sucking her tongue to come into mine… My hand shivers and I sit on it. Finally I’m able to pull away… I think my eyes are burning now… She is going to kill me. Opening my mouth to say something, I close it again… I can’t tell her to come to bed wiht me. Sigh.
[22:08] hide: I put down the box of sweets, but not before taking a piece of dark chocolate, and seeing his eyes… either he is mad at my teasing or… The dark chocolate is -nice-, but not as much as …. I turn on the sofa to face him, “dark chocolate,” I whispher, before again bringing my mouth to his, not playing much as I have been, going directly to find his tongue and sweep mine into his… I close my eyes, tasting him and the chocolate.
[22:11] hajimenokizu: “hide…” I finally able to mutter, but it was too late her mouth finds mine and I cannot protest… I close my eyes and breathe rather heavily as a piece of dark chocolates from her finds my mouth and i swallow and fight with her tongue… My hand frees itself and lightly traces her arm then up her shoulder… I want her… I hold onto her waist rather tightly, fully aware of the hardness between my legs… Kami…
[22:15] hide: I shift a little so we are closer, not breaking my lips from his… my hand runs from his shoulder to his chest, before circling around to hold onto him. I finially release my lips to run my tongue from the corner of his mouth to his ear, biting softly on his earlobe before tracing my tongue around its edge. It is only then I answer him, as my other hand starts to unbutton his jacket, “yes, Hajime? Did you like those chocolates?” I am already a little breathless.
[22:19] hajime: That kiss… And as she bites my earlobe. I am suddenly aware of a sudden change in our usual… She seems to want… She unbuttons my jacket and my chest rises and falls quite obviously taking heavy breaths. “Yes I did… Especially the last one.” I watch her hands, should I stop her? “Would this be alright Hide? Perhaps we should not.” This is not new, however, I had not taken a pregnant woman before. Tokio would not let me touch her while she carried a baby. And this one…
[22:22] hide: “The doctor said so…” I say, moving from his ear down his neck, and my work on his jacket has exposed more skin for me to taste…. “and we have already been … for the past two months already.” I laugh softly at that. “Would you like to taste more… of the sweets?” I ask, pausing to look up at him.
[22:26] hajime: “Ah yes.. that ahou…” I reply a bit breathless… Her lips touches me… Ah yes… We have been doing this for a while… Even in Kyoto… I can… and I want to. “No… Sweets… Later…” I answer her between breaths and start kissing her neck… my hands slowly undressing her. while my mouth followed closely skimming her skin. “I am so obvious sometimes ne?” I say still buried in her neck.
[22:28] hide: “I think we -both- are sometimes…” I say, my voice a little unsteady as I shiver with his lips at my neck. “And I like that about us…” I can’t help but laugh a little. I untuck his shirt and run my hands up the bare skin of his chest… wanting it off -now-
[22:30] hajime: I move away from her slightly and remove my shirt. Then turn to remove her kimono off. “Stand up… I want that completely off you.” I tell her staring at her intensely. “I want you against me…”
[22:33] hide: I stand to let the kimono and all of its components slide off my body… the feeling of the soft material down my body, which has come alive during our “tasting” is delightful… I remove the undergarments as well, before coming back to him, pressing my skin against his, gasping a little as my breasts crush against his chest… they have been more sensitive lately.
[22:35] hajime: I can’t help but smile as she leans against me. Letting my hands roam freely, they trace her neck, down her back and finally kneads her waist. I bend down and kiss her, demanding her tongue to come out and snake into mine. both my hands now traveling towards her breast, cupping both… I always did thought they fit perfectly in my hands…
[22:40] hide: I meet his kiss, putting one hand at the back of his neck to pull him closer… responding to his tongue, exploring his mouth which still tastes like chocolate… “Hajime…” I break away to moan as his hands come to my breasts. My other hand moves lower to find the evidence of his desire… finding that, I start to undo his belt and the buttons of his pants… “I want this off of you as well….”
[22:43] hajime: “Hmmm…” I let her do as she wishes… If she only knew… I could almost chuckle at my undisciplined self. “Go ahead then…” I smirk and bend my head, pulling her breast to look up slightly so I can run my tongue over it while she undoes me. I swirl my tongue around that already hard nipple while I squeeze the other.
[22:47] hide: I’m making progress on those pants in my way… at least getting past the buttons and belt I start to tug them off as his tongue settles on my nipples… I moan louder at the feeling… every touch seems more intense than before… My hand grips the back of his neck. I clear my head enough to get to him, skimming my hand down the length of his hardness.
[22:51] hajime: She touches me and it is only fire that runs from my length to the back of my head… I take her hand and pull both out. I’m breathless I think as I remove everything off quickly. Ah I would like to push her and just be my animal self but… Ah I must remember to be careful. I lay her down on the floor… The sofa is not conducive to… “Can we try something?” I ask her. It is a bit embarassing but… “I want to taste you while you taste me as well…” Ah… yes… I must be careful though…
[22:53] hide: “Yes…” I answer, the coolness of the floor bringing a little more clarity, but I still shiver at his words. Tasting…. is how we started this this afternoon.
[22:59] hajime: I grin slightly… “It is quite an compormising position and… probably a very explicit one.” I chuckle and kiss her lips before gliding my tongue on her breast again… going lower quickly… past her stomach. I smile and give it a smack. Yes -my- child is right here…. But for now… I smile and spread her legs slightly and run my tongue on the crease where her legs meet. I bite her inner thigh just lightly and suck there before hovering dangerously close to that area. I shift my lower body just enough so she can reach for me if she wishes… i doubt if she knows how to do this but… perhaps my example will get through. Spreading her legs further, her feminine lips exposes themselves and press mine against it.
[23:08] hide: He moves lower down my body and it’s hard not to ask him to go faster… I am so impatient for him sometimes, yet my heart leaps a little as he kisses where our child is growing. He has moved so that I can reach him, and I do, my hands again lightly tracing up and down… as his mouth finds me there, I want to taste him and try to bring him closer to my mouth… I have done this before to him but not like this…
[23:12] hajime: Ah… She has started… I had thought she wouldn’t perhaps because this is a little alien. I shiver slightly as she moves her hand, stopping for a moment just enjoying it… Ah but it is time. I glide my tongue around her lips down here. clamping at it slightly trapping them between my lips and my tongue flicking that part that is exposed to it in my mouth… releasing them, my tongue having a mind of it’s own darts into her, moving around. entering and exiting… but at each time it darts slightly towards her bud teasing it. I shall enjoy this i think…
[23:16] hide: His tongue mimics the movement of when he is inside me, but I can feel his breath on me…. “Hajime… ” I whispher his name, knowing that I was wet before his tongue even touched me. I shift slightly so that I my mouth can reach him, my tongue darting out to move down its length, around the tip, teasing a little before moving back up…
[23:20] hajime: “Hmmm?” I look back just at the moment that she takes me in… I watch her for a moment… This woman… Perhaps I am too hard right now… She seems to be having trouble… Ah… I’ll make it up to her later… Going back to the object of my desire she’s been rather wet for a while now. I make a sweeping motion with my tongue to drink her… And find the little pink flesh I start to lap my tongue around it… as it goes slightly larger this time… COnitnuing it, because I want it large enough… Ah… good… enough… I close my mouth over it and start to suck in varying rhythm… If she is going to torture me… I will torture her as well…
[23:24] hide: I try not to move my hips as he continues to drive me crazy… his tongue seems to know me too well and know exactly how to … my body betrays me and I jerk forward a little as he starts to suck on the most sensitive spot… I open my mouth to take him inside, my tongue playing a little on it as I start to slowly glide in, just a little before going back out again, in again deeper, again, mimicing what we have done in other ways… I like the taste of him, it is intoxicating…
[23:28] hajime: She moves slightly and I hold her pelvis in place with just enough force. I cannot continue what I would like to do if she moves… My mind though is distracted as she takes me in varying strokes with her mouth.. Ah… I must decide if… If she continues, I will not last long with her tongue… Covering her bud with my tongue and rocking it with that, I stop sucking and bring my finger to penetrate her. I want to see if, she is truly ready… and if… this can be done… I might not be content with just -this- tonight, aside from what I have hoped…
[23:33] hide: He holds me down so I cannot move against him as his finger goes inside me, gliding easily in the wetness, and it only makes me know what I want… Panting, I move my mouth from him to say, “Hajime… I want you…” I can be no clearer… in what I desire.
[23:40] hajime: She seems ready enough… I emerge and turn my body so we are facing each other. Holding her face for a moment, I look into those dark brown eyes and smiled. Setting myself in between her legs. I support myself with one hand, while guiding myself with the other… I cannot lay on top of her I think and this will do for now… Ah… This feeling I want to tell her how much nothing has changed between us… That I still desire her as much.. That I still lose part of my sanity when I am inside her. I move slightly faster than yesterday… Her inside definitely feels different more pronounced as her muscles seem a tad tighter. I buck against her with as much restraint as I can.. Feeling myself hitting the top of her womb. I look down and hold her eyes with mine. Yes I do desire her, the same way as we first did this.
[23:45] hide: He smiles as he enters me and it is that – not words – that I know how he feels… that it’s more than just a physical passion… I smile back and enjoy the feeling of him sliding in me to where I feel so -complete- with him there. I spread my legs further and pull myself up to meet his thrusts, each one setting off a wave of sensation within me… his eyes meet mine as we continue together. I bring my hand to his face to rest on his cheek with the other rests on his lower back as I hold onto him.
[23:51] hajime: Restraint… is easier when I’m on the job… But with Hide, moving against me like this… I increase my pace a bit more. Those muscles that are holding onto me like a vice, is just a bit too strong I think. She holds my face and I turn my head slightly to kiss it and pant on it at the same time… Why do I do this to myself? It is torture I think, a very mind-blowing one. Restraint Saitou…. Don’t go to fast, I shake my head and a bead of sweat runs down the side of my face… Kami… CLosing my eyes, I decide to just run with this a bit faster… Too close… and I thought I was going to last the whole night… A chuckle escapes my lips.
[23:55] hide: It’s coming, I can feel it… not too much longer before I’m lost with him… my hand wipes the sweat from his face, as we move faster against each other, racing towards completion… “together” I murmer, my head going back as I start to feel an explosion rise within me, I try to pull him closer… because it is at these moments it almost feels as if we are one… I can’t think, it is only about him, about us…. I cry out as I feel lost to being able to hold off anymore…
[00:02] hajime: Yes… I know… It is with perfect rhythm… I can feel her coating me once again… and I losing a part of myself in her… This climax sends something bursting through me… Not just where we are connected but also spreads throughout my entire body and my arms. They shake for a moment as I found my completion. I watch her as she found hers… I close my eyes for a moment, to heighten the feeling that is quite delirious… my arms ready to give way and my shoulder also, I pull out quickly and rolling to my side, I cannot slump on top of her like before even if I really wanted to. Instead while I lay there I grab her and pull her next to me.. close… i want to be close, as if earlier was not enough. “This will be hard.” I whisper out of breath… “I can’t believe I won’t be able to touch you in a month.” Ah yes the complaint… Closing my eyes, I shake my head slightly
[00:05] hide: Catching my breath, he rolls me over to stay close with him, and I put my arms around him to keep him near me as my mind and body recovers from the force of what it goes through with him. “What?” I ask. “Why can’t you in a month?” Confused…
[00:07] hajime: I chuckle a bit at that… Looks like she’s a little incoherent. Perhaps I should be proud of myself? “In a month, you’ll start to show and our baby… will not appreciate my poking into you.” I low rumbling laughter starts. “It will be worth it though… the 6 months of non-touching.” Ah yes… 6 months… I hope time passes by quickly…
[00:11] hide: I shake my head, “no… I’ve had the writer doing research… as long as we are comfortable… the baby is well… ” I think of the word… “cushioned.” I look at him. “I promise, though, to let you know when I don’t… or if it’s uncomfortable…” I smile a little, and trace the lines of his face with my finger. “And we are -clever- enough to think of ways…” Unless he won’t want me when I get that big and unwieldly… no, I won’t think like that.
[00:14] hajime: “Ah… Ways… to get around that big belly of yours?” I wink at her. It’s been quite a night. “Sumanai… Kizu has been going on and on about how it is “valentines day” and… well i’ve heard it’s for people like us.”
[00:14] hajime: “By the way… Which do you prefer?” nods over to the box of opened chocolates.
[00:17] hide: “Yes, that big belly…” I laugh. “‘Valentine’s Day’, in their time… for people like us… thank you for the candy.” I smile at him, looking at him for a long moment. “I liked the dark chocolate most, I think. It is quite -rich- and intense. Did you enjoy the taste?” I grin.
[00:19] hajime: *lets go for a moment and reaches for the box… picks out the dark looking one…* “I guess this is it…” *pops one into his mouth and takes another and pops it to hide* “Yes I prefer this one the best, it is less obstrusive when I am tasting a certain hime-sama.”
[00:22] hide: “Oh, so I distract you from even chocolate? But I so did enjoy sharing it with you” I say with a smile, tasting it. Mmmm. “Of course, I did say I would make you dinner… or we could lay here all night feeding each other chocolates….” I wink.
[00:24] hajime: “Ah… but then you’d think I’m treating you carefully once again… Or rather you’d think I thought of you as a useless creature, if I don’t force you to cook.” I laugh a bit. She seems fine… Perhaps I shouldn’t worry too much. “But I do like you against me like this… I can’t decide…”
[00:27] hide: Looking at him… “trust me to be honest when I need help… or when I can’t do something… this isn’t just about me anymore, and I will take care… so that I can, we can take care of our baby. And if I want to cook… let me.” I smile. I tighten my hold on him, just a little… I would rather stay here too, but we should both eat more than just chocolate. “Let’s get dressed and I shall make dinner… then will you stay tonight, and you can keep me like this all night?” I ask.
[00:30] hajime: “Alright… Just remember, I can get -very- cross when you are not honest with me.” I stand up and help her up. Gathering our clothes from the floor, I lead her back to her room. “We need some Yukatas… I’m not going anywhere.” I say as I rummage around her closet. They’re all small I think. I really should bring some of my clothes over.
[00:34] hide: “I will be honest… ” I promise, looking in his eyes a long moment. “And tell you how I feel… physically and otherwise.” I’m still so glad that I wrote what I did last night. I take a yukuta for myself and find one for him. “You’ve had this one here before, somehow…” I hold it out for him, thinking that clothes used to magically appear in the days before the writers tried to regulate our universe… “and let me check your shoulder, okay?” This care… will have to go both ways.
[00:36] hajime: “Good.” I take the yukata from her and head over to the washroom. I look back at her. “Well you are going to look at my shoulder correct?” I grin. It’s healed faster I think but still a little raw and yes I do like it when she fusses… And I’m not a helpless man lying on the futon.
[00:39] hide: “Well, I should take care of your shoulder, since I’ve injured it in the past…” Ah yes, -that- afternoon…. I laugh a little, softly, as I unbandage and clean the wound, wrapping it securly again. “You are healing well… as I know you would.” He is… but I try to take care of him… I need him with me, and well.
[00:41] hajime: “I was thinking… is there anywhere you’d like to go in a few days?” I look down. It’s almost -that- time I think.
[00:41] hajime: (OOC: LOL… he knows about it already the okita death anniv thing)
[00:44] hide: “Mmmm…. I need to go the place where I buy plants… I need some things there… and the usual errands” I think… after what I told him last night… maybe I can ask. “It will soon be May 30th… I’ve not been in Tokyo for it yet… will you come with me to Souji’s grave? I would like to pay my respects to our old friend.” I smile, hoping he will understand.
[00:47] hajime: “Yes…” Continues to look down and pauses. “I’ll.. take you.” I stand up and take her hand to lead her downstairs to the kitchen. I’m not sure what I think about that. Perhaps I’l know when we get there… And what to do about the situation elsewhere. “I’m hungry.” I tell her absent-mindedly.
[00:49] hide: “Thank you.” I say, softly. We will deal with it… then. “Hungry?” I smile a little brighter. “Then I shall feed you this time… and this time not distract you so, ne?” I wink at him as I lead him back towards the kitchen. (OOC – end scene?)
[00:50] hajime: We eat a quiet dinner, then after this we should head off to bed. (End scene)