Hide: *IC Hide pops up, ever helpful. “You have the internet, you know, right, Safety-san? You could look things up?”*
Hide: IC Hide is so nice to the writer. ^_^ “Safety-san” How sweet.
Hajime: IC Hide? *quirks eyebrow* narrows his eyes on her*
Hide: Oh! Hi! You want to see the other one, I think?
Hajime: what are you doing here?
Hide: I should go get the other one, right? I was just stopping by to see Safety-san. ^_^
Hajime: You can do as you wish… As you -always- have. *shrugs*
Hide: Ah! She will be most happy to see you! Although she will probably tell me all about it later.. *blushes*
Hajime: *shrugs* don’t you have a dinner to attend to?
Hide: Yes, yes I do. *bows, leaves* *OOC Hide pops in, looking at the retreating IC Hide* Sorry about that. *laughs*
Hajime: Eh? *tilts head* You sure can ruin an evening Hide.
Hide: Oh… *smiles* Maybe I could make it up to you?
Hajime: *chuckles* Why don’t you just sit on my lap? But don’t forget to bring over some wine.
Hide: Yes yes. *gets wine from where she had it stored, along with two glasses* It was quite a challenge to find all of this. *sits on Hajime’s lap, smiling.*
Hajime: A challenge? I hope your not complaining. *reaches for the wine and pours in one glass. takes hide’s left arm and drapes it around his neck*
Hide: No, not at all. I like challenges. *smiles*
Hajime: Alright… *taps fingers* Then drink this in one gulp. *holds the wine to her lips, watching deviously*
Hide: *holds the glass up, smelling it first, closing her eyes, and drinks it down.* There. *giggles*
Hajime: Good… Because unless you finish that whole bottle… I’m just going to sit here. *smirks*
SafetyGirl0: If I pass out you would be most disappointed. *laughs* Then I’ll be no good to you at all. Won’t you have some?
Hajime: If you pass out… *pours another round* I can do anything I want with you… And you’ll never know.
Hide: You certainly know how to make it sound so enticing, ne? *runs the fingers of her left hand through his hair, grinning*
Hajime: *takes a drink… noting how bitter it is…* *reaches from behind her neck and meets her mouth while letting the wine transfer from his to hers*
Hide: *tasting the wine… his kiss… breaks free* Is it to your liking?
Hajime: It’s fine… Bitter but strong… I think Kizu would like this. *watches the wine as he twirls it inside the glass*
Hide: *tilts her head, smling at him* Ah, you get the writer to drink, too? *brings her right hand up to his face, to touch it briefly*
Hajime: *laughs* I don’t really drink. She does quite a -lot-. *fills the glass once again and hands it to hide*
Hide: Mmm. I hear that you are quite interesting when you drink. My writer doesn’t drink. She has an obnoxiously high tolerance. *looks in his eyes before taking a few more sips of the wine*
Hajime: Interesting… Yes… I do kill people when I drink or at least have the urge to. Which is why you’ll have to finish that bottle. *thinks: And when you’re ready to sleep I can go and wash my sword and my inner shirt)
Hide: Oh… *nods* If I must…. *laughs, bringing her face close to his, and with the tip if her tongue traces his lips before bringing hers down on his*
Hajime: watches her as she kisses him, taking a moment not to respond. but slowly touches her lips. “You’re quite forward tonight.” he says as he breaks it and takes a sip of the wine.
Hide: Mmm… more than usual? *smiles, then frowns* I thought that you weren’t drinking.
Hajime: What made you think that? I only said you’ll have to finish the bottle. *stares at wine bottle long… hard.. but pours another and hands it expectantly to hide*
Hide: Finish? *laughs, drinking the glass* I’ll try. *shifts in his lap, to lean slightly against his shoulder, to whispher in his ear* You know I don’t drink much, ne? *runs her tongue down his ear to his earlobe, which she nips slightly*
Hajime: “No… I don’t know Hide… There’s a lot that I don’t know about you., ” he replies while trying not to respond to her teasings. Instead he takes a cigarette from his pocket and starts to smoke.
Hide: You only need -ask-, Hajime. *starts to kiss down his jaw*
Hajime: How about you offer the information freely… You know that I get enough bargaining done throughout the day. (thinks: and you are driving me crazy kissing me like that) *hands her another full glass* drink up.
Hide: *looks thoughtful, and giggles* I do tell you everything. I hide nothing from you. *looks at him, smiling a little, before sipping on the next glass* I don’t… even the silly things I think sometimes. Or the naughty things. *laughs, taking another sip*
Hajime: *watches her getting drunk* (thinks: yes this is much better than if I were to lay my hands on you -again-) “Oh is that so? That’s good.”
Hide: Yes, it is. *grins, leans forward again, to say in his ear* Don’t you want to know what I’m thinking now?
Hajime: I always do. (thinks: ALWAYS)
Hide: *sits back, and laughs* I’m thinking that we should go back to the bedroom. I’m thinking that I would like to get out of this kimono.
Hajime: *sighs* No… You should practice restraint a bit more. (thinks: cause I will not touch you again… Not while I’m still sane)
Hide: *looks confused* Oh…
Hajime: Surprised?
Hajime: *taps ashes on the other empty glass*
Hide: Yeah. I thought you liked to… *puts down the glass*
Hajime: (thinks: Oh damn yeah I do!) No… Not tonight I’m tired. *takes the glass she put down and drowns the wine*
Hide: Oh… I’m sorry – I shouldn’t always be so – *sighs*
Hajime: So what neko? *puts out the cigarette and holds the hand draped on his shoulder*
Hide: So… forward? I thought that you liked it. I like it. I never thought that I would be like that… *laughs* I like to be with you. I like to touch you… *traces the line of his jaw with little kisses*
Hajime: *closes his eyes* I -do- like it.. *hoarse whispher* (thinks: But I shouldn’t…)
Hide: Good. I didn’t want to worry… *briefly brings her mouth to his* that you didn’t. (thinks – to lose this way to show you how I feel, how happy you make me)
Hajime: *slowly… very slowly encircles one arm around her.. meets her kiss…. closing his eyes* (thinks: just a little. it won’t hurt)
SafetyGirl0: *parts her lips, bringing her tongue to play with his*
Hajime: *dips his tongue deeper into her. tasting her… sweet and yet some part of him still very bitter. tries to push back those thoughts as his hand travels unconsciously to the center of her neck, lightly playing with it… and tracing it down to the indentation of her chest* (thinks: What are you doing hajime?)
Hide: *tongue playing in his mouth… always the taste of those cigarettes, now mixed with the wine… shivers as his hand touches his neck and continues down…*
Hajime: (Thinks: You’ve got to stop this…) *Breaks the kiss. Jerks his hands away and holds her away* Let’s stop this.
Hide: *tries not to show that she’s disappointed* Oh yes, you’re tired… I guess sometimes I can’t resist you. *smiles, a little sleepy*
Hajime: “No onna. I’m not tired”. (thinks: How can I show her that she’s being used… Should I?) *stands up and pushes her to lie face front on the table. lifts up her kimono and tears her underwear. Immediately taking out his member. he notes how hard it has been since she started playing with him. He shoves himself inside her in one great thrust while he held her neck.) “Hide this is how it feels to be used… Is it not familiar?” *Pumps into her continuously, hard and violent. Mechanical.*
Hide: This is different… “Hajime – what? I? Used?” What? What is this? “Not like this… Hajime…” Why is your touch so cold?
Hajime: *grips her neck tighter as he pushes and withdraws. ignoring her questions. not hearing it because he might answer. to be cruel.* (thinks: I’ve been cruel to you many times hide… you just didn’t realize it… i’m showing you what it is) *continues noting that she was not ready… that he was hurting her as her muscles tries to reject him. but he insisted and pushed harder. he was almost there and soon…
Hide: *tries to twist away, break free from this insanity – this nightmare – but can’t – he’s too big.* Hajime… no… please… *what happened what are you doing to me why is it like this please please stop*
Hajime: Almost there… He pushes harder a few more times… while he heard her cry stop… he did, after emptying himself into her. he knew he hurt her. it was going to be better this way. so he can learn to hate him. He pulls out and zipped his pants. Looking down at the mutilated body in front of him. He wondered if she even cried. Maybe… Just maybe. He leaves her on the table and goes directly to the washroom.
Hajime: and locks it…
Hide: *he’s gone… sore and trembling, she gathers her kimono around her and goes to her room, falling to the floor. Nothing. Nothing. Blank… *
Hajime: he stayed there for an hour. covering his face in his arm. not sure what he was doing or what’s he’s done. he wanted to go out… to find her. were the two of them a mistake? no… what he’s done was a mistake. he had raped her.
Hide: *Laying there… blank… can’t think. can’t think. Where is he – still in the bath? Stands, unsteady – the effects of the wine gone, walks to the door, slumping against the frame.* Hajime …? *quietly. This wasn’t right. Something is wrong… he would never hurt her like this*
Hajime: thinks: She’s calling… God damn it… She’s still there… I thought it would work… *his hands formed a fist. his eyes start to water. hits the wall beside him, sending a splatter of blood on the floor with his broken fist*
Hide: *Safety: fine. Hide, just … go.
Hajime: ? are we still playing?
Hide: This is getting past the point where I’m comfortable. There’s angst and darkness and all that…
Hide: but this might be too far
Hajime: oh okay. got you. ummm… he wasn’t done. but okay. sorry?
Hide: Okay, okay. We’ll go on.
hajimenokizu: no no.. i think we should call it a night. 🙂
Hide: Alright.