Start of Insecurities, a confusion

Hide: *OOC reads up on how to take out pesky ninja girls of ALL ages…*
Hide: lol
Hajime: *chuckles* Misao? Umm.. that was a long time ago neko-chan.
Hajime: or are you talking about omasu… please by all means… go ahead.
Hide: *gives him a -look-* I just can’t have you to myself, can I?
Hajime: as i’ve said… that was a long time ago.. ask kizu-chan… she can’t even write another chapter of “it”.
Hide: *perks up* Really? Ah, I’m sorry for your writer, but… *little smile*
Hajime: ah feel free to stab her… or shall I stab her for you? I wouldn’t want to get your kimono dirty…
Hide: No, no. I want to see what she writes about us. Then we might need to start … speaking with her. heh.
Hajime: *chuckles* Alright… But I really want her dead soon.
Hide: And if I get my kimono dirty… I’ll just have to take it off, ne?
Hajime: Yes.. That would be -preferable-.. However I really want to gatotsu her soon for sticking me with Tokio in that RPG. ne… ne???
Hajime: *winks*
Hide: You’re just terrible to her. But one must keep the writers in line.
Hajime: *smirks* you have no idea what she’s done to me neko… You have no idea. *thinks: kizu’s the reason we’re not together…*
Hajime: oh… by the way… she’s smiling… i think she’s found the perfect ending for “our” story…
Hajime: but she’s keeping quiet though.. so don’t tell safety.
Hide: Oh?
Hajime: yes… she found the perfect answer… *smirks*
Hide: I don’t tell her anything. She certainly doesn’t listen to me as regards Souji.
Hajime: oh.. souji.. again… you keep bringing him up lately ne? the little dinner getting to you? *quirks eyebrow*
SafetyGirl0: The man discusses his murders over dinner. He has issues. I need to have a chat with IC Hide – if he breaks her heart, that’s one thing… but I will have his *head* if he really hurts her.
Hajime: ah… disguising your true worry with IC Hide I see… (thinks: your just worried Souji might not love you. but hell I do… so why are you so worried?)
Hide: How many times do I need to tell you? It’s not Souji that *I* care for. *sighs, thinking, when will he realize?* I just… want to protect her, that’s all.
Hajime: you can -tell- me a million and one… I still will find it hard to believe. But if you wish I can protect IC Hide for you… or at the very least give Souji one hell of a beating… of course your *sister* would hate me.
Hide: *goes over to where Hajime is sulking in the corner, tracing her hand down his face, raising his chin up to give him a brief kiss* We’ll see. I’m glad to know that you’ll be there for her.
Hajime: The brief kiss is not enough… He reaches out one more time and finally lets go. “Hai… I will.” (thinks: even if it pains me everytime to see your likeness being near him all the time.. loving him all the time)
Hide: *he’s not.. reassured. That she’s a shadow of me, but not me…* You’re hopeless, you know? But… thank you. *Sits down next to him, with her head against his shoulder*
Hajime: *settles his hand on her lap* Do you know how to cook? Tokio didn’t have any fish for me today…
Hide: *looks up at him* Of course I do. I shall keep you well and fed and hopefully very content. *smile*
Hajime: Ah… But don’t cook for tonight… I was just wondering. Did.. When I… told ummm “her” that she was umm… the apple of my eye… Did you mind? *shifts his head away a little*
Hide: No, no… *sighs* That’s that game universe. I can’t… not want you to be happy there. Even though it drives me crazy that the woman can’t seem to talk to you.
Hajime: *thinks: ACK! She didn’t! ACK!* *shifts again uncomfortably* I was hoping you would… But… Thanks I guess… *thinks: She’s right I’m hopeless… I’m fawning over a woman.. this is hopeless*
Hide: You want me to be the jealous type? Oh, wait, I am. I am so going to get that little ninja girl, or at least make her cover up her legs…
Hajime: *chuckles* No… Not jealous… You’re fine the way you are. I guess I’m just a bit petty pulling that stunt after.. umm… your dinner with souji (thinks: which is still going on.. GACKK!)
Hajime: (thinks: Women… They don’t like it when a man needs them to much… Just the same as when a man does not like a clingy woman and yet… I act foolishly in front of her)
Hide: *brushes his bangs out of his face* Not my dinner, her dinner. *laughs* I’m here on the floor with you, Hajime.
hajimenokizu: on the floor… which is rather cold ne? *smiles then quickly picks her up in his arms… lays her on a nice futon bed*
Hide: This is why you don’t mind that I’m small. *laughs* You can just carry me around and do what you will with me. But yes, this is much more comfortable.
Hajime: Do what I want with you? *chuckles* You make it sound like I’m forcing you. *lies beside her* But I do enjoy the occasional power tripping.
Hide: Oh, I only -let- you think that you’re calling the shots. *laughs, moving closer to him*
Hajime: *holds her close – closes his eyes* Take me away from that game Hide… That onna is driving me insane…
Hide: Yeah, I saw that too. *starts to kiss up his jaw, to whispher in his ear,* I have -much- better ways to drive you insane…
Hajime: *takes her hand and place it by his chest.. stifling a smirk as he feels her lips playing on his jaw* Show me then… (Thinks: No you can never drive me to insanity… You always bring me back.)
Hide: *traces a line to his neck as she starts to get some of those clothes off of him…* Of course… *playfully bites his neck, lightly, inbetween little kisses as she works on his shirt*
Hajime: How many times have I told you that you are a -bit- slow… *grins as he stops her hands and pulls her closer to open her lips. nipping at it requesting an entrance* Hmmm…
Hide: *opens her lips as their tongues play against each other, breaks away* Impatient, Hajime?
Hajime: No… *continues the kiss savoring her mouth and it’s sweetness* (thinks: I just want to make sure that I do not lust after you) *take another hand and strokes her hair closing his eyes*
Hide: *thinks: it’s when you touch me like this… I know that this is real, that I’m not just a … distraction for you… wraps her arms around his neck, just wanting him closer, as they continue to kiss… I could get lost in this. With you, forever*
Hajime: *the kiss is long and sensual… finally he opens his eyes and stare back* You are beautiful neko… *traces her face with his thumb* In many ways than you could possibly imagine…
Hide: *I smile at his compliment, but from him, it’s not just pretty words…* Hajime… *you are everything to me… I don’t know what to say, I can only look into those eyes…*
Hajime: I chuckle a bit… I know I’ve said a bit too much again. She does this to me, breaks my guard down… It is too -puzzling-. But I encricle my arms around her, hoping to fall asleep while we are close like this. ” Close your eyes neko…” (Thinks: And don’t leave without saying goodbye) <-- hahahaha ^__^ gome.. me sleepy.. ^__^ Hide: *I snuggle up against him, glad to be in his arms...* Hai... goodnight, Hajime. *closes her eyes, head against his chest*

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