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Ah… so, here I am, resorting to having a journal like the others have. *laughs* Writer, the things you drive me to… but I didn’t want to share with my “sister”, after all.
Hmm. Not sure what the point of this will be, but it’s here if I need it. After all, I am a very -thoughful- woman, or so I’ve been told. *laughs*
There are things that I know to be very true, and it is from that that I take my strength. I think sometimes that I might be -too- confident, -too- sure… but given the situation in my life right now – if I live with doubts haunting me, I cannot enjoy the sun.
And I am so tired of being haunted. Tokyo… is my new life. The joy I’ve found here, with him, has been one that is so unexpected, so … special… I wonder -how- it happened. We are different enough to where, by appearances, we should not -go- together.
But such is the way of life, I think. To surprise you. I made my step away from my safety net of home and family… and I found the one that is most dear to me. I may get hurt in the end, and we may not end u
p together – there are so many things and people in the way – but the time now is precious, and I shall enjoy with all expectations of happiness. I could not act in any other way.